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| I don't know why, but I've become a lot more introspective. I don't know when it started happening. Maybe it's the jazz. Lately, all I've been listening to is Billie Holiday, Nina Simone, Miles Davis, and the like. I love it all. I can't believe I didn't discover it earlier. I guess I've been on my way for some time. I always liked big band and motown. Huh. Well, anyway, I seriously think the music is changing me. Or maybe I'm listening to it because I've changed. One of my favourite things to do is to just sit by myself, listening to jazz, with a cup of tea (preferably Earl Grey). I really like it though. It's such a relaxing mood to be in. I feel bad sometimes when I'd rather hang out on my own than go out with friends, but I usualy go out anyway and switch gears naturally. I don't talk online as much anymore. Sometimes I get worried that I'll lose my friends because I just don't talk to them as much anymore. Alex especially. I don't see him in school anymore and we don't really chat online so he's kind of fading from my life. We might go skating later. I guess it'll all just work out on its own. I like this time in my life. Most of the teenager stuff sucks, but I feel like I've gotten past a lot of it pretty easily. I go through spells of depression and angst, but not as much as I used to I guess. I feel more at home. Again, I think I can contribute some of that to jazz. To anyone reading this: take some time to listen to the musicians I mentioned. They changed my life. [I feel|  mellow][I'm listening to| Billie Holiday- Lady Sings the Blues] | ||||||||
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